Days of Days

So,here i am again^^..
in a silence night..
today was going to be a tiring day for me..
i have two class at college..but it was all seem so hard for me,because i'm not in a well condition..
and i don't have a pulse to send message to my boyfriend also..
huee,it's terrible..

In the morning..when i got up from bed,i felt something not well from my stomach..yeah,it was happened because "a woman habit" disease every month. Well, i'm trying to be strong and starting to take a bath,get dressed as usual, and have some breakfast at downstairs..and before went to the college i borrowed my mom's pulse to send my boyfriend a message..
i'm really blessed to have him in my life^^he said that i have to be strong and he starting to boost up my spirit..even he doesn't know about my ache..hehehe..it's a miracle right?
and finally I went to college with my dad's car. I'm starting to pray to God erase my pain and ask Him to strengthen me when i'm in college along the way..

When suddenly i've arrived to my college, i met my friends at the college canteen. owwh,it's really hard for me to go upstairs with my stomach like this. but,i have to be strong^^..
i couldn't cried inside all the time being..
and finally,the first lesson coming^^..
it was about the Economy..
i'm so thankful to God to send a lot of friends that love me and care about me..
so they're starting to strengthen me..
i'm glad to have them..
and thanks God i have a kind-hearted lecturer..hehehe.. after just about 1 hour passed, the lecturer said that the lesson for today was over..she just wanted to go and the class was dismissed at all..hehehe..

The first class was over on 11 pm and the second class was going to begin at 1 pm..soo,i still have two hours to spend..i don't know what to do and i'm starting to sit in a place and have a chit chat with my college bestfriend,jessica..she's so kind and really care about me..glad to have her..hehe..

So,after few hours passed, jessica was going to have some lunch.. she ask me to have some but i really didn't want to,maybe it's all because of my ache,and i don't feel hungry at all..
and after accompany her, i bought a pulse and starting to message my boyfriend..
i really miss him so much..hehe..
and i want to have some spirit too from him..hehe..

And jessica's class is over so she just want to go home.. and i remembered that i will go home alone this day..owh God, i don't know if i could pass that or not..suddenly, the second class come..
it's about The Rule of Business..
thanks God again the lecturer is really an easy going person at all..hehe..
meanwhile in the class, the lecturer and the whole new class is picked me to be the leader of that class^^i don't know why but i'm starting to feel really happy to be choosed..the lecturer also promised me not to complicate me with something..but will get me some extra points at class..hehehe..

huffh,finally the class over and i just want to go home..
i prepared the money for me to go home but i just feel that i couldn't strong enough to go home alone with my stomach still like this..i pray to Jesus to have His powers sorround me and give any way that i shouldn't go home alone..and do you know what happened next?
my dad was called me and said that he's in front of my college and want to pick me up^^..
owh my God, thanks so much.. i really feels His presence is sorround me..

readers,just believe in your faith for Him to do everything for you..
He really want to help you in every way,just let Him to control our life..
you will see the miracle is there upon us, always there for us..
so just trust and SAID that our God is the biggest than everything in this world..
remember,He is the owner of this earth we live in..
so, be faith!^^
and you will see the miracle gaze upon us!^^

l Love you, FATHER^^